mothers day

so its mothers day
and i'm brokeee.

i made my mom a cute little mothers day card on friday at my printmaking class.
i really like it, and think she appreciated it too.
so all is go-oooo-d.
:D

so ya, i'm stuck in this weird lingo with schools.
i've been accepted by a few, no rejections yet, and no reply from many.
MCLA, Lesley University, and Suffolk University have all accepted me!
i am very proud of myself, i never ever saw myself getting into any schools..
and so far, so good.
I've kinda singled out MCLA and don't think i want to go there even though thats my besties first choice.
the other schools are conveniently close (even though i plan to stay on campus) and in my city, but they both want a reply/deposit from me like NOW.. i'm really still only waiting to see whats going on with Lasell cos those were my top three choices..
I'm super indecisive and am finding this decision to be really hard on me.
mainly because its a huge decision! the school i choose really predicts me future, and who i become and where i go.
eh..what am i talking about, i'm definitely over thinking this bullshizz........ahhhhhh! i dunno. we'll have to see how that goes about. hmm

then again, i still don't see myself actually IN school, taking classes and living in a dorm. it kinda freaks me out, but i know that i can do anything i set my mind too. its proven, honey.
when i sit and think about it, it makes me want to run for cover and opt out with my plan B- working full-time starting September!
i cant do that to myself tho, i cant throw away this opportunity that easily,
i've worked myself and Ms. Samp to the bone with this college application process.

aside from that, school is getting pretty intense too..
the teachers are packing up the work load on top of us,
i'm a very busy body, so as weird as it may sound i find enjoyment in the chaos..
at 4am i'm here starting a research paper for history, lasttt minute since its Sunday, and its due Monday.

but ya, just updating.. attempting to enjoy my plan-less weekend :/
hmmmmmmmmm today (as in yesterday) was a good day i have to admit
just chilllled about the city
*humpfhhh't*