is it

bad that i ignore blatant abuse when i see it?

i'm a vegetarian.
and have been since i was about 12 or 13 years old.
this year it will be six or seven years.
(confusing, i forget if i was 12 or 13 when i dropped meat...)

it KILLS me, absolutely kills me to see animals being tortured, or mistreated.
something in me really does just ignite and sparks my attention when its brought up.
i rather hear of a child being abused than an animal.
not saying that i condone child abuse, but a kid can defend themselves and can clearly get across their point, unlike a defenseless animal.

since we moved, the people upstairs on occasion leave their dogs outside tied to porch with no water and no shade, conviently enough right for them to do it on some of the hottest days here in the city.

for hours these poor dogs bark and are taunted by the kids that live around the neighborhood.
i really feel like just calling the animal cops and reporting animal cruelty, possible abuse, and definately neglect. so sick of their shitttt. if your not going to take care of the poor animals why fucking purchase them in the first place??!??
i swaer to you, the human race is just sack of rocks.
thats whats been PROVEN to me since i've grown up seeing my whole life.

animals are not motherfucking accessories, they are certainly not inanimate objects.
they require love, attention, FOOD (just like your obese, tearing at the seems, food abusing american assholes do. yes just like you they eat too!) shelter, and simply care.

i might just have to take some action next time i hear those poor puppies being tortured.
i'm a pretty bold bitch when it comes to things that i believe in.
i for sure aint no 'bible thumbing' embarrassment to the human race, believing in what you've never seen before biotch.
but i definitely have morals, ethics, beliefs that i stand by with every inch of my being.

these beliefs are not something i read in a made up fairly tale fucking piece of shitt(superbad<3 :) but on a serious note; i refuse to be brain washed by the public.. and what they believe is wrong and right.
i know this shit because i've done the research! people do your research investigate the truth! its out there waiting for you to simply find it, everything everything everything religion, politics, sexuality, c'mon comrades!
this cant be what the human race has come to. i guess i always expect too much from people and things in general.... *pffft*

believe me. i haven't figured out the world, but compared to the youth of today, the kiddos growing up in my generation are just sooo mentally underdeveloped its terrifying.

well back to were i started from lololololl
ya i really need to get myself in order. everything has just been killing me. seriously i hate getting lost in my own thoughts it provokes too much unanswered questions things that will never be answered.

Lesley Uni. especially is killing me i would give so much just to have the chance to go and possibly succeed at a good school.
i'm so THREW with things AHH!
shattered. i need to get healthy for real for real mentally, and physically, and nutritiously..?
ya, in every aspect of it

i got in a goooood amount of walking this memorial day weekend; Saturday went to a shitty show at the midway then checked out the sales at UO in harvard sq. bought a couple of items.
Sunday walked a lot a lot with the original sucia suzy, Tifff, walked from roxbury/jp to mass.ave copley, almost got POURED on. but wendy's saved the day! absolutely killed my feet with all the walking and cutie flats of mine.
and today didn't do much at all. went to downtown checked out a couple stores, came back home,blahblahblahgfhg
ready for this week to come and go. Erick will be back by Saturday! and school is pretty much over in like a weeeeek :O

not ready for the future, or even this summer for that. but for what its worth, i'm going to take it onnn with my best face! >:E grrr