april vaca

so the end of the month is coming up.
i have to say that i had a lovely and very much enjoyable april vacation week.

i didn't do much but i did get around a lotttt.
i hung out with a lot of friends over this week,
and just lived very carefree i guess i can say..

no complaints, no regrets o;

I'm really excited to jump back into the swing of things with school.
bdea has really transformed me and it almost brings a tear to my eye knowing that i spent three years in snowden suffering! but i guess things really do happen for a reason and i wouldn't be the person i sit as if it wasn't for meeting some of snowdens kids.

you know what has begun to really scare me tho?
the days and months passing by so fast!!!
AHHH!
its scary and i wish things would just slow down a bit
'09 is flying by and i dont feel like i've accomplished much
even though with just these 5 months alone i have grown so much
and have gained a great amount of understanding for things and LIFE
which i really do feel is something i fight with everyday
and is mine and those around me lifes meaning;
learning and living

hmmmm.. so my sister finished the book Caucasia
and it looks like shes enjoyed it as much as i did
it also kinda jams a booster into my system reminding me that i've gotta finish the book i've been reading for these past couple of weeks. i have defiantely been slacking with finishing that up!

i guess i'll read some tonight before bed even tho i'm dead tired already..
mmmmm this vacation week really has left me with a smile on my face
i feel really fresh and, and..well i dunno
just :D

something weird tho..
a couple of nights this week i've stayed up really late.
i'm talking like till crack of dawn late watching movies
superbly amazing enchanting movies!
with twist and endings that will stick with me for a while.

half nelson
no country for old men
the visitor
reign over me
gone baby gone
penelope
we own the night

welllllllll 'nitey nite loves
some, the color of water
then bed!