i'm a basket case

forever changing
always moving in a unknown direction, i need a sense of some direction
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classes started this week and i love it all too much
i simply wish i could just spend some more time on campus with the others
commuting sucks so bad but i need to begin to get over that fact fast.

i've made a couple of loves already: checkers is my number one buddy.
leanne the compulsive liar i love that is rarely around :/
mabel who's usually around towneee
yasmeen that for some reason i love to be around. we are complete opposites but i really enjoy her company :)
benny my lovely dominican girl descending directly from PR that i love to be around
and scottttt from new yorkkk, haven't had much time with him since hes AIB but we have a cool friendshippp that i see unfolding, nothing else though :)
and to many more friends that i hope to make as the year progresses!<3333

i also really hope to make me a boyfranddd ;) i think its been quite a while, and at this point in my life, a relationship i feel i would really cherish having and sharing.. but i'm not going to force myself to take the first thing i see in desperation. i can control myself. i wish i could say the same for other girlies as well
tomorrow, well today, i begin working at the Huntington! yay, i'm excited.. lets all hope all goes well :D

i love being in this happy place...
i just really wish my mom would begin to feel better too :(